sereneinthecity

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Hm. At drink 4. Texted the bf but he hasnt called me back. An irritated even though usually I wld have ignored his call anyway. Am at a club now hoping for male attention which is strange bc I have a boyfriend. Male attention validates me and I hate it.

How am I getting ehome? How am I getting up for church on the morning? I shld just leave now. He hasn’t called back. I’m convinced hes found someone new. Usually he wld have called/Texted back. I’m not even gonna call, don’t want my face cracked twice.